“…The depressed times were like dark periods of times that were semi-connected to me…I would comply with my appointments during my periods of depression, but it was almost robotically. I was not able to shed much light on the previous 6 months or a year because I did not really remember” Anxiety (e.g., panic attacks, phobias, obsessive-compulsive disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder) | ~ 22.1% [ 31 ]; 3 times higher than general population [ 8 ] | Physiological: trembling, increased heart rate, dry mouth, shortness of breath, nausea, hot/cold sensations, tingling in fingers or toes, lightheadedness, faintness/fatigue, muscular tension, restlessness, insomnia, or frequent urination Psychological: chronic unhappiness, frequent worry/guilt or feeling out of control, indecisiveness, feeling inadequate or easily embarrassed, rigidity, hostility, repetitive behavior or ruminating, over-anticipation, excessive concern with physical health, negative thinking about the future, or racing thoughts [ 34 ] | “With COVID in play, the increased potential for anxiety in social situations (someone is not wearing a mask or their idea of ‘social distancing’ is not the same as mine) has risen. Also, for many of us, there is heightened concern that our DMT may have us at greater risk for developing COVID-19 than others may experience.” “Although, I am aware of pseudo-exacerbation if I feel something new or different with my body, it is easy for me to project on how [disease progression] will affect me well into the future” |
Adjustment disorder | ~ 22% [ 40 ] | Rebellious or impulsive actions, anxiousness, feelings of sadness/hopelessness, crying, withdrawn attitude, lack of concentration, loss of self-esteem, suicidal thoughts, insomnia, muscle twitches or trembling, fatigue, body pain/soreness, or indigestion following a stressful life event/diagnosis [ 42 ] | “I thought I had landed in the ideal place for my health, educational growth, vocational goals, and spirituality. |
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