“…This silence makes coping with reproductive challenges and finding social supports much more difficult (Bellhouse et al, 2018; Collins, 2018; Gerber, 2017; Hiefner, 2020). Within academia, the experience of motherhood is already silenced (Armenti, 2004; Kent et al, 2020; Lynch, 2008; Mirick & Wladkowski, 2018), which may further strengthen the taboo on publically sharing these experiences. It is unknown how pregnancy loss, infertility, and fertility treatment are experienced by women enrolled in doctoral programs, because the invisibility of these issues extends to most professional literature outside of healthcare (Hazen, 2006), including doctoral education literature (Romero-Hall et al, 2018) and even into feminist writings (Layne, 1997).…”