In the early spring of 2013, I became suddenly and extravagantly ill. Each day I lost another basic faculty: the strength to lift a fork, the concentration to find and attach a file to an email, the short-term memory and physical stamina to speak with a friend. I thought I was dying, and that if I could hold on another three months, it would be more than enough time to finish this book-as clear a sign of impaired cognition as could be. While I had previously been feeling overwhelmed by the enormity of the task of completing The Biopolitics of Feeling, when late-stage, neurological Lyme Disease struck it was this proj ect, and the community which has made it pos si ble, that first reminded me there was work I desperately wanted to continue. I am deeply grateful to the many people who have helped this proj ect become something to be proud of and who have helped me stabilize, and restabilize, during what is now a chronic, enduring illness. I thank Abena Busia and the Rutgers-New Brunswick Department of Women's and Gender Studies for arranging leave and for covering my courses during weeks and semesters I have been unable to teach: thanks in par tic u lar to