“…More recently, scholars coming from other disciplinary backgrounds have shown how their immediate humanitarian concerns evoked by a specific disaster, their personal anxieties in witnessing the misguided response to the crisis, combined with their evolving scholarly hunches, have shaped their journey at documenting the struggles of local communities in promoting democratic response to disasters (Bell, 2013; Cornish, 2020; Curato, 2019). Reflexive story-telling and auto-ethnographic approaches are steadily gaining traction, highlighting multiple roles played by researchers in disaster context; from mobilising resources for communities they have intimate relations with, revisiting original line of research in response to the newer forms of vulnerabilities facing local communities, to documenting personal insecurities and discomforts of working in changing and challenging circumstances (Cohen, 2012; Lord and Murton, 2017; Roxburgh et al ., 2021; Xu, 2017). Others have sought to make a further methodological contribution through “dialogical learning”, revisiting mutual anxieties, hesitations and discomforts in observing a disaster in one's home country from a distance (Deterala and Villar, 2019).…”