I want to dedicate this to all the working nurses who have experienced working in an unhealthy environment, and who have suffered incivility from their peers, leaders, physicians, and patients. I thank you for your dedication in always putting your patients first and providing the best care possible. iii Preface Allow Yourself Allow yourself to dream, And when you do dream big Allow yourself to learn And when you do learn all you can Allow yourself to laugh And when you do share your laughter Allow yourself to set goals And when you do reward yourself as you move forward Allow yourself to be determined And when you do you will find you will succeed Allow yourself to believe in yourself And when you do you will find self-confidence Allow yourself to lend a helping hand And when you do a hand will help you. Allow yourself relaxation And when you do you will find new ideas. Allow yourself love And when you do you will find love in return Allow yourself to be happy And when you do you will influence others around you. Allow yourself to be positive And when you do life will get easier. Catherine Pulsifer I would like to thank the various members of my panel. First and foremost, there is Dr. Jane Georges, my very own Dr. Xanax. Whenever I was wracked with doubt about my ability to complete a particular project, Dr. Georges was there with her own kind of antidote to my doldrums. She never let me wallow in self-doubt, but always made me feel like the Little Engine That Could; Yes I Can, Yes I can. Thank you, Dr. Georges. Then there is Dr. Joe Burkard, who was not only gracious enough to become a member of this committee on short notice, but through whose diligence my project was accepted by the IRB, allowing me to reach this milestone in a most expeditious manner. Thank you, Dr. Burkard. To the third member of my panel, Dr. Kathleen Stacy, I say thank you for allowing me to use your qualitative study as a template for my own. Thank you, Dr. Stacy. I would be remiss in not acknowledging the help, guidance, and support I received from Dr. Caroline Gerber. Anytime I had a question about which direction I should take, Dr. Gerber willingly shared with me her thoughts and ideas. Dr. Gerber shared her first hand perspective with me whenever I needed that extra push. She became more than just another colleague. She became my friend. Thank you so much, Dr. Gerber. No acknowledgement would be complete without mentioning the support and encouragement I received from my children, Garrick, Tara, Adam and Shayna, as well as from my husband, Steve. He would always tell me It was Better to Light a Candle than to Curse the Darkness. Steve, I want to thank you for your support and patience, while I v sat for many hours working on my paper instead of spending time to have some fun. I want to thank you for being my candle, and helping me see the light. vi Table of Contents CHAPTER I .