“I did not mean to make away with the child, I did not know what I was about”: Autobiographical Traces of Infanticide in Eighteenth-Century Trial Records

Abstract

ABSTRACTin this essay, i am interested in the possibilities and limitations of maternal autobiography in court documents. i focus specifically on the trial records of mothers charged with infanticide between 1700 and 1800. Drawing on the Proceedings of the Old Bailey, 1674-1913 (www.oldbaileyonline.org), i consider these narratives both through the lenses of legal and social histories of infanticide, and in relation to Marlene Kadar et al.'s notion of "autobiographical traces," fragmentary stories that emerge when pieces of individual lives are stitched together with the historical, social and political context in which they emerged. i consider not only the limited textual interventions of the accused mothers themselves, as they took the stand to speak in their own defense, but also their silences and erasures. in addition to this, i consider the autobiographical potential of these women's actions and behaviours, as witnessed and deposed by those called to the stand. finally, i consider the stories of self that emerge from the reproductive and maternal body.