provided the space to dream and the natural beauty that will always beckon me to return home. Thank you to my sister, Valerie, who shares a deep desire to explore the world and who valiantly fights for all that is honorable. Thank you, Dr. Stanley Baker, for your mentorship, encouragement, and expertise. Thank you, Dr. Sejal Parikh, for your guidance and investment in my scholarship. I also want to thank my committee members, Drs. Edwin Gerler, Helen Lupton-Smith, and Malina Monaco who have contributed to this dissertation through their enthusiasm and collaboration-I am honored to know you. Additionally, thank you Dr. Sylvia Nassar-McMillan for the opportunity to work with you and for contributing to my personal and professional growth. Thank you to my friends at NCSU who have provided much support and shared humor through this educational and life process. I also want to express my deep appreciation of and gratitude for the participants in my study. You are special individuals who gave me a glimpse into a private arena of your lives and your narratives have transformed me. Finally, I want to recognize every pilgrim, who for millennia, has set forth on a journey in order to nurture your soul. Your radical departure from routine has given my life meaning. v TABLE OF CONTENTS LIST OF TABLES.