“…In attempting this fingering experiment, I wish to position these lines within recent autoethnographic feminist accounts calling for putting more of our embodied, sensorial, fleshed, naked (D. N. Brewis & Williams, 2019; Mandalaki & Perézts, 2020; van Amsterdam, 2015), poetic (Beavan, 2019; Mandalaki & Daou, 2020; van Amsterdam, 2020), and vulnerable female selves (Helin, 2019; Mandalaki, 2020; Pullen, 2018) in our scholarly work. Doing so creatively challenges the masculine fraternity, which overshadows our academic experiences, research methods, and academic writing practices (Ahonen et al, 2020; Höpfl, 2007; Phillips, Pullen, & Rhodes, 2014; Pullen et al, 2020; Pullen & Rhodes, 2008; Vachhani, 2019).…”