This is a research project exploring the intersections of femme subjectivity, femmephobia, and race and racism. Specifically, I critique an essentialized understanding of femmephobia which centralizes 'unmarked' white femme bodies, and thus silences the experiences of queer racialized femmes. By way of semi-structured interviews with ten queer racialized femmes and an exploration of corporate media representations of racialized queer femmes, this thesis examines how discussions of race and racism are integral to discussions surrounding femmephobia and femme invisibility. I argue both that corporate media productions increase invisibility and erasure for femmes but also how this invisibility and erasure has shaped the experiences of racialized queer femmes in particular.ii
AcknowledgementsFirst and foremost, thank you to my thesis supervisor, Patrizia Gentile, for the endless guidance, patience, and wisdom. You have taught me that through life's many adversities, I can get back up and keep writing. That my insecurities are not flaws, but rather building blocks to something greater. This process would have not been the same without you. I would also like to extend thanks to my second reader, Grace Adeniyi Ogunyankin, for her support and insightful feedback throughout the writing process. Thank you to my external examiner, Dan Irving, for offering many valuable and important critiques during my thesis defence. I would also like to thank Tina Barton for her kind words of encouragements, support, and countless edits.I would like to thank my partner, Adella Khan, for the countless support. Your love, through meal preps and pep talks and spontaneous date nights has showed me what it feels like to let love in. You have taught me the importance of hard work but most importantly, the importance of self-care. This last year you have stood by my side through trauma and health issues, all while encouraging me to keep writing. You inspire me to better myself every day. This thesis is as much yours as is it mine.I would like to extend many thanks to my best femme friend, Matthew Conte. Thank you for being a kind and supportive friend throughout this entire process and for letting me vent and cry to you more times than I can count. In you I have found a lifetime friend, a fellow queer angel, and I truly believe, as we would always say during our Masters that, "if this M.A. doesn't get us anything else in life at least we got this friendship". These last two years would have not been the same without you. I attribute much of my personal and academic growth to you and our friendship.iii I would like to thank the femmes in my life that have offered me such love, support, and countless laughs throughout these past years: Melissa Conte, Chloe Barker, Mars Ramlogan, and to the year-long friendships that have gotten me to this point: Jeremie Brun, Miguel Robichaud, Carolyne Mellon, Malika Rogosin, Sarah Conway, Stephanie Webber.Merci à ma grande soeur, Véronique Donelle, pour toujours m'avoir encouragé à être une better personne. Pour ...