This study focuses on the process of paradoxical autonomy and survival in the heroin careers of Mexican American women. We explore how gender roles among Mexican American female heroin users influence the emergence of a paradoxical autonomy. Five key subprocesses of this autonomy were identified from 14 life history narratives: sustaining employment, working the welfare system, illegal activities, emotional aloofness, and loss of family and children. Dependency on drugs did not lead simply to the reproduction of traditional gender dependency but, paradoxically, seemed to contribute to a new type of gender autonomy. This autonomy did not necessarily make the survival less arduous, only more independent from gendered responsibilities associated with men and often with family and children. We discuss how this paradoxical autonomy is not acquired without ambiguity by some of these women, who place a value on maintaining relationships with men and family. Our study makes a contribution to a better understanding of the diverse processes by which Mexican American female heroin users struggle to survive. Although this struggle leads to a paradoxical autonomy from their traditional gender roles, it does little to change other barriers to self-development originating from poverty, ethnic discrimination, and the severity of their drug addiction.
Key words and phrasesMexican American; women; injecting drug users; paradoxical autonomy; heroin Few studies focus on female Mexican American heroin users even though their rates of heroin use are among the highest compared with those of other female groups in the United States (Desmond and Maddux, 1984; Hser, Anglin and Booth, 1987; National Institute of Justice, 1994). The existing studies find that Mexican American female addicts have a more rapid onset of addiction, stronger relational dependency, and stronger commitment to their children and families. More recent research (Moore, 1994; Ramos, Aguilar, Anderson and Caudillo, 1999) suggests the existence of distinct subtypes of Mexican American female heroin users. We build upon and elaborate on these more recent findings, which offer a far more differentiated view of these women than previously presented. More importantly, we explore how emerging gender roles among Mexican American female heroin users influence the diversity of this group. A major finding from this study is that these women range from being autonomous in a paradoxical way to being traditionally dependent.Methodologically, much of the research analyzing these females compares them with Mexican American and white male heroin users. While these comparisons are indeed important, they do not address variations among Mexican American female heroin users themselves. Studies have focused on pregnancy and issues that relate to infants born to addicted Mexican American mothers (Glynn, Pearson and Sayers, 1983). Others find that Mexican American females become addicted to heroin within a shorter period of time than do Mexican American men (Anglin, Hser and McGl...